MANHWA

Gildong is a country boy that needs some fresh inspiration. He has aspirations of becoming a famous comic artist but he wants to draw women and the only ones he knows are his mom and grandma. He has a solution in mind, however. Move to Seoul, the land of opportunity, where voluptuous and scantily clad "inspiration" abounds! No more old ladies and nights alone. A new life awaits the bright-eyed and bushy-tailed pushover from the boonies when he starts fresh in the big city!

Rosetta Kazel is enjoying her life as the villainess of a novel, until she's given a silver wolf to be her new pet. Rosetta knows this is none other than the cursed male lead of the novel, Prince Sihael von Idris, who's become stuck in his wolf form! To follow the novel, all Rosetta has to do is look after the wolf prince until the female lead can show up. But what if events have changed so much from the novel that she never turns up? How long will Rosetta be stuck caring for this unruly pup?

Yeonji, the tenacious breadwinner of her family, had a bite-filled one-night stand with Joonwon. He reappears six years later, this time as the infamous Vice President of her company. Struggling as a temp, she clumsily tries to avoid his attention until Joonwon plops her into his personal office. Strangely enough, he won't let her forget any detail from that night. Will he drag her into the twisted politics of his life? "This time, help me, Miss Nam"… "I don't know if one night will be enough." Does he want her body or something more? And how will her past come to haunt her? In this ever-twisting romance, Yeonji might experience enticing excitement or bittersweet heartbreak.

After acquiring the crème of the crop slave, an unimaginable adventure begins. A birth of a sexy-fantasy series that will rock your world! Manhwa you may like: + Ghost Love + Refrain Love + H Campus + A World That I Rule

In order to survive, I robbed the male lead by covering his lips with my lips. That’s why he became my life partner. But in the original, the ‘gentle’ male lead is all fake! “If you kill me, maybe this relationship will be free” “You won’t be able to do it. We’ll both die at the same time.” We were bound together by a firm destiny. Share the wound, share the pain, share life and death. Furthermore, is contact for the sake of symbiosis necessary? He did not hesitate to have his mask discovered, but was also cruel to me. Overworked, unreasonable demands… Why can’t I be with other boys? “I know it! ‘How to release friendships'” Now that my life is safe, I just need to try to escape again… “I have no intention of letting go.” “…What?” “Like what I’m curious about” His gaze slowly fell to my lips as he hugged me “I also wonder how much our pain will be shared.” If You Remove the Kind Protagonist's Mask 상냥한 남자주인공의 가면을 벗기면

Woowon, a pizza delivery guy struggling to make ends meet, and Seoan, a wealthy man suffering from crippling anxiety, come from different worlds. However, after a chance encounter, will they find that the greatest comfort might be in each other?

Essie Ash can see how and when people will die. One day, she finds an injured man in her backyard and discovers that he is Prince Pell. To her shock, she notices that her parents' and other residents' death dates have moved up since Pell's arrival. Essie asks him to leave, hoping things will change, but changes her mind when Pell saves her from his brother's assassins. She soon decides to join him on his journey to the capital, but can't help but wonder why she's the cause of his future death...

Oh Kangwoo the Demon King has had it with ruling over Hell and wants to return to Earth. But when he finally gets there, not only are his powers sealed, but the Earth he once knew has turned into an MMORPG free-for-all. Dimensional gates have appeared all over the world, and "players" enter them to make a living by hunting monsters. If Kangwoo wants to survive in this dangerous game, he's going to have to level up, and fast. But for this demon king, hell on earth might be worse than Hell itself!

The notorious Empress Belita, famed for her myriad romantic entanglements! Just when Belita is on the verge of being killed by her tyrant husband while attempting to elope with a prince from a neighboring kingdom, "I" becomes Belita. "I"--now Belita--narrowly escapes death and vows to cease her unfaithful behavior to dispel the emperor's suspicions. Amidst a palace rife with numerous paramours, distrustful emperor, and the looming specter of war, can Belita survive?

Ye Kang-Oh is nothing short of royalty in the world of Jianghu. He is the third and youngest disciple of Ye Jin-Rang, the very man who rules over the entire Black Force of Jianghu. Despite being Jin-Rang's favorite disciple and owning promising skills, Kang-Oh intentionally keeps a low profile to keep distance from politics over which disciple will inherit master's position. One day, Kang-Oh is mysteriously attracted to a humble servant named Woo(foolishness). Not knowing that their destinies have been tied together since long time ago, Kang-Oh cannot help but continue to get intrigued by this mysterious servant... Woo is a servant serving Jin-Rang, master of the entire black force of Jianghu. Despite being known as a fair man, Jin-Rang seems to internationally neglect Woo getting harassed for years by the officials of the Black Force. Woo seems to accept such inhumane treatment as his own fate. One day, Woo unintentionally attracts the attention of Kang-Oh, Jin-Rang's youngest and favorite disciple. Woo tries his best to evade Kang-Oh's kindness but at the same time finds it hard to repel the attention of the man he was missed for so long... ever since Kang-Oh was a little boy and Jin-Rang was known as Dan Woo-hyo, the most powerful swordsman in the entire White Force.

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“When you fed a hungry beast, you should’ve been prepared for this.” I didn’t want to be a bad mother and the source of trauma for the male lead in the original. So I just decided to strengthen the relationship between me and my brother, as well as fulfill my duty of ensuring that my husband doesn’t pass out. “You’ve tamed me, so please take responsibility.” My husband, who will be the final black hole in the story, began to act sweetly, using his beauty as a weapon. I’m sorry, but wasn’t our business relationship for the best?

Serun Greenwood’s kingdom has been ravaged by war and she has been captured, taken to become a sacrificial offering to the gods of the mountain. It is said that the wolves that guard the mountain will offer protection in return to those who give up a human sacrifice to them. And thus Serun’s fate has been sealed. If only she had died with dignity along with her family instead of becoming lowly meat for the wolves. A painless death is all she can hope for but, alas, seeing those sharp, white teeth piercing through the darkness, it will be anything but. Then suddenly, he appears. A winter wolf who saves Serun's life, for the time being. But this oddly familiar beast, are his motives righteous or of ill intent? Will the harshness of their winter ever blossom into the warmth of a tender spring?

An Omega who was pregnant with the Alpha's baby after only one night. The character who was originally a villain who was driven into ruin after doing all kinds of evil deeds towards the main characters. I possessed that very character named 'Sung Eunyul'. But the past is in the past, and I just want to live happily with my child. While living my new life, I encounter Kang Kang-joon, the main character of the novel that suddenly appeared in front of me. "I think I've heard your voice somewhere. Have we met before?" I heard him properly. I'm the Omega who spent the night with you... I desperately avoid him in order to maintain my current peaceful life, but Kang Hajoon continues to be interested in me, who didn't even spare me a second glance in the original work. "I'll do everything you want, so give me three months." Even as he gradually narrowed the distance, he suggested living together for three months. The conditions are perfect for repaying the remaining debt. In the end, I closed my eyes and accepted Kang Hajoon's offer... “I look forward to tomorrow.” Why do you look so happy?

“Noona, you’re not planning to hit it and quit it, are you?” I never expected to see my boyfriend of two years, whom I was shopping for a birthday present for at the department store, walking hand in hand with an old friend of mine. I was completely wasted when I accidentally ran into my younger brother’s friend. So far, no problem. “Noona, are you okay?” But why am I on his bed?? “D-Did we sleep together?!” “We haven’t slept together yet…” “…What?” “Because last night, you said… with a cock like mine… it should be savoured sober…” Is it because I let my guard down with my younger brother’s friend who is young, good-looking, and well-endowed? Something seems seriously off. “What are you talking about? Us, dating?” “Noona, you’re not planning to hit it and quit it, are you? My body, my heart, even my virginity, I’ve given you everything…” He could have girls lining up for him, so why is he doing this to me?!

Lee Woogeon, the Vice Chairman of Korea Electronics, is a man consumed by his demanding career. However, at his grandfather's request, he agrees to meet an important person. To his shock, the person awaiting him is Yeon Rieul, a 22-year-old woman who is set to become his wife. With no belief in love, How will Woogeon handle the trials of marriage with such a young wife?

Taepung Shin knows every nook and cranny of his favorite MMO video game Paradiso like it was the back of his hand! However, his gaming adventures suffer an abrupt end after his untimely death. But this is not his last hurrah since he’s reincarnated as Jared, a delinquent lord of a frozen province… in Paradiso! Now, he must brave the world he loved and take advantage of all glitches he knows about and turn himself into the main character of his new solo adventure!

A pathetic life where I can’t even dream of love. The night when I tried to end my life because I’m tired of my unhappy married life. A special invitation came flying at me. [You’re a shining being like a jewel. A jewel box where shining beings like you gather…

As the unfortunate red-hair baby, Tilias is saved at the brink of her death by the beautiful yet penniless Linden family. Reborn as a baby, she's unable to speak or express her gratitude to the Linden family, but that's when she discovers that she sees weather signs on top of people's heads! After countless experiments, she realizes that the weather signs depict people's love affairs. She uses her special ability to read other people's love affairs to her advantage and return the love she received.

Rudia Plang is called a monster because of her scales. She was treated like a minor and forced to marry by the order of the emperor. Her fiancé is a wild and fierce sailor. He is the admiral of Chillia, who is rumored to be very sadistic. But when he first met her, he was incredibly nice to her…? “My husband just grabbed his wife’s hand and he was already screaming.” Rudia learns little by little about Chillia’s secret in the admiral’s intense love. Dragons, giant octopuses, sea snakes, fairies and mermaids… A destined love after marriage on the splendid ocean! *** “I know a plant that can help my husband increase his stamina.” Alexander leaned over and whispered in her ear. “If you weren’t satisfied last night, I’ll try to find it.” “…Oh no!” Last night! Rudia literally blushed as she recalled her secrets that she couldn’t tell anyone.

The beautiful goddess of fortune hidden by a rich man came into the life of the poor and unlucky guy....

On the way home, a drunken Heather helped a small pink elephant who was crying because of a cold nose. She did for the palm size elephant a nose cover, and the elephant claimed to be the God of s*xual desire and affection. “For your help, I’ll let you share a passionate love with the most handsome man of the continent.” However, this was not a blessing from God, but a curse. “Ugh, shameless… How, while I was sleeping, ha… You stole my v**ginity.” “Ah, priest, it’s okay.” “Now, stop, please stop this filthy act, ha…” ‘It’s you who is shaking your waist, you crazy bastard.’ Ashur was praised as the noblest and most beautiful man of the continent. But as soon as she runs into him, it’s normal for the two of them to end up locked in a closed room, where a strange situation arises between their rubbing testicles. *** There was a breathtaking silence. One of the countless reporters instinctively pressed the camera shutter. Click. The sound became a signal, and the shutter sound poured from all sides, and the buzz filled the hall. “Oh… Look, I really didn’t do that.” I wanted to throw the white priest’s robe, no, the piece of cloth in my hands. Ashur kept his head down. Her shoulders were trembling. There was an incompatible chill around him. She felt wronged. “I only touched it lightly, but I never thought it would tear like this… ” But no matter what she says, Ashur would not be able to hear him, who has stood up in front of thousands of people just in his underwear. ‘It wasn’t me, it was that crazy pink elephant!’ Ashur turned his head slightly and looked back at her. His eyes were stained red, full of contempt while looking at her. ‘To end my blessing, I have to make passionate love with the most handsome man on the continent.’ But if he keeps this up, she’ll be shackled as a mol*ster before she can make passionate love with anyone.

Fostering the Male Lead I somehow took over the body of a villainess in a novel. Originally, I was supposed to die after coveting the male lead, but instead, I decided to become a rich unemployed woman and enjoy a life full of pleasures. "You said you wanted to raise a puppy, so this brother went to hunt one for you. How's your brother's hunting skills?" Until my brother came back after hunting the male lead who had turned into a wolf * * * Having been forced to look after the male lead, I somehow succeeded in taming him after many twists and turns. Now all that's left is to look for this mysterious female lead and hand over the leash, then it will be all over. But "Have you become tired of me ?" "No, not at all." "Then why do you keep trying to send me to a strange person?" Maybe it's because he has stayed with me for too long, but it seems he has lost his sociability/social skills and has also developed separation anxiety. "That person is someone very important to Your Highness." "The only person that is important to me is you." "Are you sure?" "Yes, because I've imprinted," he whispered and crinkled/curved the corner of his eyes. "On you." The half-bent, bright yellow eyes were brimming with obsession.

Even though the harsh reality feels like living as a beggar, to think that the end would be death from overworking! If it’s going to end like this, I should’ve been in a lot of relationships, but wait, oh my... who are you in the mirror? I’m a little flustered but this body… it’s really pretty! It feels like I’ve been transmigrated into a romance fantasy novel. Since I’m already like this, should I enjoy the romance while I’m at it? “But which novel did I get transmigrated into?” I’ve read dozens of books where the ‘Northern Duke’ and ‘Childhood Friends’ exist, I’ve read so many with a black-haired male lead and a blonde female lead, Ah~ I don’t know!! For now, let’s start by conquering the male characters! “I already have a promised marriage." “I volunteered for the Western Guard. We won’t be able to meet for several years.” What is this, is this really a romance fantasy novel? Why is everyone running away?! In the first place… was I really transmigrated as the female lead? What kind of novel is this!!!! <It Seems I’ve Transmigrated Somewhere>

Minhyuk, is having a hard time because of Sunwoo, who somehow naturally ended up living with him.But because of the amiably cute Sunwoo, Minhyuk starts to become used to living with him.But that only lasted until one day, Sunwoo suddenly confesses to Minhyuk, breaking his peaceful daily life...Will Minhyuk eventually fall for Sunwoo's mongrel like charms?

After transmigrating into her favorite novel as Ethel Wallace, she realizes how ridiculous everyone is to fawn over Riena Cassius, her sister-in-law and the original female lead who regressed in the story. Ignored by the family and unable to endure the nonsense any longer, she is determined to divorce her husband and turns toward the marquis, Riena’s future enemy, for help. Will Ethel escape House Cassius? Or will regression trump transmigration? And why does the marquis seem… like a gentleman?

She died three times at the hands of the emperor. Then, her fourth life began. All I had left was evil and vengeance. I can’t take it anymore. Now it is my turn to get revenge on those who have wronged me. “However, the person whom I will be marrying is not His highness, the second prince.” The surroundings became quiet as if I had poured cold water on them with my words. The nobles looked at each other in bewilderment, and the face of the second prince was brutally twisted. The faces of the crown prince and empress, as well as other princes and queens, were clearly embarrassed. A situation in which everyone is watching me, holding back their breath. “Then who on earth is it?” When asked by the emperor, I smiled brightly and pointed to the boy at the end of the prince’s row. “This is the man who I am going to marry.”

Luin Ardell.'Valedictorian of the Ignit Magic Academy.More promising than anyone else.More diligent than anyone else.More talented than any other magician. That's what my name signified.That's what it signified until my 10th birthday."You are a rare case of Magic Evocation Disorder.'"A damned curse that turned the Magic Genius' that entered the academy with the highest grades into a Magic Cripple'.But then, a miracle found me."If I can't evoke magic, I just need to punch them!"Oppressive Strength, Fearsome Fists, A Genius Magic Talent."I'll never lose to anyone ever again."

While trying to avoid a bastard demon hunter, Ravi was sucked into a novel and… ‘Even if I’m stuck inside a novel, why did it have to be a BL novel?!’ She spent her days starving because she wasn’t a BOY but a succubus. Outside, men lined up just by one glimpse of her but here, they were as cold as ice. Even if she dressed as a man, she was rejected and dumped as if they instinctively knew she was a woman. Like that, half a year passed. ‘What if I starve to death because I can’t eat regular meals? Anyone is fine, so be possessed by me…!’ She needed the vital energy of humans to stay alive. “Hey, glasses! Do you know me? Why do you keep looking at me?” “It’s just- You’re pretty.” ‘Oh my, look at him!’ It was the first time she had heard that word after falling into this destitute world. She was about to spend the night with the nerd-like guy she met in the bar thinking it would be just a one-night stand but… “What are you doing standing there? I might explode if we take it slow.” “Huh…? That face…” ‘Why are you– I can’t die like this!’ When he removed his glasses, she realized the man was the demon hunter who had been chasing her. But he, Regan, didn’t remember what happened outside of the novel, and the nasty demon didn’t miss her opportunity. Predator and prey. Succubus and Hunter. What choice would Ravi make to survive the collision of two opposing lives that could draw a parallel forever? “We are supposed to do it once a day starting today. Babe.”

She was possessed as a villain in a novel in which she was miserably executed. I’ve tried everything to avoid the death flags, but in the end, only death surfaced. On the day of the third regression, I made up my mind. Let’s just live! “I’ll die if I live like this, and I’ll be killed if I live like that!” But was it because it had come too far from the original? The main characters’ interest in the original Female Lead seems to be directed at me somehow…? [Taken from NovelUpdates]

She was just like a typhoon. His season, once quietly holding its breath, was recklessly shaken by her presence. "Being acquainted with me won’t do you any good." "Why? Because of your rumors? I don’t really care." Should I protect her, or break her? Engulfed in contradictory feelings, he realized something. He wanted to step into the world of 'Yoon Joon-young.'

"I've always had feelings for you. Let's do it." Growing up, HYUN-WOO has always been confident and popular. But his job has not been easy. One day, he gets accused of an office scandal. Now, he's ready to fight back and show them what he's made of.

With a name like Richard Huge, you know this boss is trouble. He thinks his seniority gives him free reign to do as he pleases, including getting handsy with his female employees. He’s especially fond of one coworker in particular, the young and hot Dohee. Dohee wants nothing to do with the boss but when Mr. Huge, or Director Dick as he’s known around the office, finds out Dohee’s dark secret, she’s left with few options but to do as he commands. There has to be a way out… Who or what can save Dohee from all this office trouble?

In his second year of high school, Gu Do-hoon, who suddenly transferred to the school, is bullied for no reason, but his interest is only directed towards his classmate, Jeong Yu-won. Yu-won is increasingly drawn into Do-hoon's incomprehensible behavior, but an unpleasant incident occurs and the two break up. The two meet again as team leader and employee after becoming adults. Yu-won puts aside his discomfort and is once again drawn to Do-hoon, whose true feelings he still cannot understand, but somehow he feels different from the Do-hoon he knew.

DO-HYUN NAM, a college student, gets put in a snowy white space with a stranger. Then a beautiful goddess appears with a mirror filled with screaming people. Still confused, the two hear shocking words from the goddess. "Only you can save those people. Please have sex now!"

Lee Min-joon, an ordinary office worker, becomes the first reviewer of a friend's mobile gacha game. He closes his eyes to the boring opening and reopens them in the game world. You have to take charge of the mechanics of directing and controlling the heroes. Suddenly, the first hero is summoned at the beginning of the tutorial, and Min-joon is delighted with the handsome hero who looks quite strong, but it turns out that he is a low-level character with no memories or proper weapons.

*Omegaverse (Yaoi) + Yakuza* Top tier gangster! Top tier Alpha! 'Baek Pilseung' A foolish gangster who can't resist anything cute?! He fell for the prickly Maltese 'Nam Wooyoon,' who is clueless about the ways of the world. Wooyoon, an Omega without a proper registration, learns that his only brother has died and goes to find him, but his life takes a drastic turn when he meets the gangster Baek Pilseung. “I’ve never seen anyone who looks like you before. You’re stuck in my head and it’s driving me crazy, what the fuck do I do?” “......” "Fucking hell. Fuck me. I'm such a pushover." “......” “I'll protect you. I’ll find your brother.” “......” “Let’s date.” Can the pushover gangster Pilseung win over the prickly Wooyoon, who’s as difficult as a Maltese?

Yoonho seems to have it all: he is the successful VP of Top Entertainment and married to an A-list celebrity. But when he’s faced with a terminal illness, the shallow people he relied upon disappear, and he’s on his deathbed filled with regret. Unexpectedly, Yoonho awakens ten years in his past as a rookie talent agent at Hoop Entertainment, the company that nurtured his career. His goal: boost his loyal circle of actor and idol contacts to reach their full potential! With a decade of experience, will Yoonho be able to set this industry right?

Su Xiaobai was on the brink of death, he was brought into a new world. The soul of the strongest evolver "King of Stars" Long Ming now inhabits his body. Therefore, he has acquired an extremely powerful ability : "The Endlessness of Dim". The only drawback is that if Xiaobai ever gets a boner, he will experience severe pain. However, when he will have found the murderer of Long Ming and ascended the throne of Protoss Palace, this weakness will disappear

Asha, the daughter of the chieftain, is curious about one thing recently . It was by chance that she touched the chili pepper of her childhood friend , Lou. Curiosity aroused since she touched that sturdy and large sized chili pepper of her friend. But it's difficult to approach Lou due to his attitude. In the meantime , Asha is put through a trial along with Lou, the only candidate of Duuttuum, to replace her father, who has injured his leg . The moment the two of them entered the cave , the entrance was locked ?!

Stuck in a game with a lousy hero? Me too! Minjoon, a normal office worker, wakes up inside the game he was reviewing for his friend. It's not his fault the trailer was so boring it put him to sleep! Bewildered, Minjoon is tasked with summoning a hero to guide. The hero certainly looks strong, but he seems to be less useful than expected.

Running an odd job agency can be life-threatening at times, as Yisin learns after helping a mob boss's lover flee with his money. When the mob boss's subordinate, Director Yoon, threatens to string him up unless he finds the woman and brings her back, Yisin chooses to run away to Seoul instead. Though he expects the presence of Hyeonkyeong, a powerful rival mobster, to keep Director Yoon away from the city, Yisin couldn't be more wrong. As his past slowly comes back to haunt him, Yisin discovers that the director's vengeful obsession with him runs deeper than he realizes...

Misa Nanase is a normal senior high school student except for the fact that she is a self-proclaimed ultimate-mega-ultra-omnipotent fujoshi queen of the intergalactic multiverse. One fateful day, she saves an old lady from getting hit by a car. In return, the old lady gives her an ocean green pendant and mentions that she can make any wish using it. Later on, the curiosity of the fujoshi gets the best of Misa...and she wishes to become a guy! How will Misa survive and navigate the world as a guy? Will she finally be able to do a live action BL that she has once fantasized?

Mori, a child found in an abandoned house, opens his eyes in a shelter by a rescue team. One day, while adjusting to an unfamiliar life, he receives unconditional love from a sponsor and grows up. When a close friend leaves with his mother, the child, who finds out that there is a mother, thinks. Could this person be.. my mother? The story of Mori's journey to meet his distant and difficult mother.

Read manhwa The Land Lord's Baby Retires / In her third life, she was reborn as the only daughter of a villain that didn't have blood nor tears.People lived in a house that was on the verge of collapsing, so she designed a building using her previous life's knowledge.However, her dad caught her and"We passed a bill that the building's ownership would be given to the person who organized the building's construction."She became the owner of a large building.Let's just get some slush funds and retire!"The lady kept me from getting hungry!""I can sleep in a warm, new house thanks to milady!""Everyone's youth employment rate rose sharply!"What did I do? Is it such a big deal that everyone had to praise me this much? To make things worse, my father found out about my plan to flee from home."What did I do wrong? I'll fix everything, so don't leave.""T-That's not it.""I'll give you anything you want. Oh, right, didn't the emperor's son bother you? I can also cut the emperor's neck, what do you think?"Then, like a bolt from the blue, he thought of starting a war.Why do I keep getting more work?'C-Can I retire safely?

Yu Seolu is an anomaly of an omega with no pheromones, which is why he never expects any alpha to show interest in him. Certainly not a royal alpha like Baek Doha, any less. But once he’s caught Doha’s attention, Seolu can’t seem to escape from it. And then one night, after he finds himself pregnant with Doha’s child, Seolu finds the chance to flee from Doha’s obsession once and for all…

"Kwon Woo-young and Ko Tae-sung were always the closest of friends—inseparable and unbreakable. Their relationship took a drastic turn when Lee Soo-hwa, a timid classmate from high school, grew closer to Woo-young. Tension and jealousy began to simmer between the two friends, eventually erupting in a mysterious incident that shattered their bond. Even after enrolling in university, they couldn’t repair their friendship. Struggling with his unresolved emotions, Woo-young chose to enlist in the army, hoping to bury his feelings for Tae-sung. But neither time nor distance could erase the complexity of his emotions. After his discharge, he moved into a new apartment—only to discover that Tae-sung was living in the same building. What began as innocent friendship now burns with an intensity Woo-young can no longer deny."

Sahara who never felt an orgasm until her 29th birthday. Frustrated by the reality that she had no choice but to admit that she is sexually insensitive. It is rumored that - ''If you make a wish at the dried fountain , you will be cursed.'' But Sahara made a wish at that fountain, "I don't care if it's a curse, Let me have some great sex ,until I die !!" That night, an uninvited guest entered in Sahara's room and she felt like she had never felt this before.